You know those days were everything starts out horribly. Well mine definitely started out in the crapper – literally. Apparently my puppy, Linden’s stomach wasn’t soo thrilled about the food she had yesterday and decided hey… let’s have some fun. Surprise, surprise for me. I woke up to the refreshing aroma of soft butt fruit aka diarrhea yesterday. It was all over the puppy, all over the carpet under and around the crate, even on the drapes about 2 feet behind her. And the smell.. ohhh the smell. But as a proud puppy parent I had deal with it. Strapping on some gloves and moving Linden into the tub for a bath without her dripping doo-doo on me was the hardest thing I’ve ever done. The poor thing wasn’t feeling well and just wanted some comfort, but there was no way she was cuddling up to me with that runny brown stuff all over her. It took about 2 hours to get the poop all cleaned up and the smell out of the house, but it finally got done.
Now it was time to get some work done. For the past week or so I’ve been putting together a giveaway for Knapsac’s Facebook fans (you should really go like our page and tell everyone you know even strangers … like right now
). I decided to try our designing the shirt myself and ideas just weren’t cementing as they usually do for me. On top of that I still had to figure out how to get folks to give a crap about listing their books and stuff on the site, deal with all the social media stuff, contact potential partners, get packaging all sorted, negotiate new shipping rates, file taxes, continue working on the site redesign, respond to emails, fill some random mid semester orders…. Oh and somewhere find a time to eat, exercise, and work at my full time job – hey someone’s gotta pay the bills right; the upside is that I’m learning a ton about customer service and how successful small businesses are run.
Its just a lot to do especially for one person. I’m the type who can typically plow through huge lists of crap, but lately it’s been wearing on me. And you know what happens when just one too many items are piled on top of one another … the whole stack eventually crumbles. So in the short I had a minor break down yesterday. One second I was typing away, helping a customer at work and the next my eyes glossed over, my breathing shallowed, rage stated bubbling inside me, and ya know that pain (the one that materializes when you’re on the brink of tears but are fighting to hold it all together) started to build in my chest. No I didn’t start bawling in the middle of the office, but I’m not going to lie – this sudden burst of emotion really freaked me out. My older brother suggested taking a breather, so I went up to the roof to pray, relax, and regroup. With this as my view (pretty awesome!!):
Then I remembered talking to one of my big bosses (the CEO of the company and such a nice guy) one day about life as a startup owner. He said,
“There will be times when you feel like it’s too much or that you just want to give up. DON’T EVER DO IT. Most of the time things get crazy riiigghhttt before a major breakthrough is about to happen. And the folks that give up not only miss out on the payoff but have also wasted all the time and effort they’ve put in”.
Success is like a boxing match… not the ones with TKO in the first round, but more like the ones where you’re the underdog and getting your butt handed to you. It takes every bit of willpower to pull yourself back up after being knocked to the ground, over and over. But soon enough… you’re able to gather all your strength, come back from near defeat, and lay that sucker out. So now whenever things are a bit overwhelming, justtake a sec breath and keep swinging.
Until next week…
CO Out